ohh..my car..

the not so ok part :
i was down with flu last nite...very weak inside. took a clarinase and have a so-so sleep.

the o.k part:
next day - i decided to go on mc. the flu is getting better but i was very tired. i called AA and told him i'll be coming in late. he knew i'm not well. at 11 sumthing i've decided, office was not an option. called rosie and ask if she can teman me to clinic and she said ok but after her class. no problem . while waiting i send email as many as i can - work related. send sms to AA, tell him that i'm gonna take mc for the day. knew there will be a meeting later, so i just tell him i'll be in for the meeting..(ya ya i know i'm stupid..) but it turns out the meeting cancel. after clinic and not so nice lunch, went back to rosie's office wait till she finished her work before she send me home. feel very sleepy and tired once reach home. continue my current reading and fall asleep immediately. woke up even worst than before i felt asleep.

the worst part:
went to tapau dinner with mymy as she'll be leaving for her kb around 11 sumthing.(which makes me feel like i want to go back to my km) park the car at the usual spot if we went to tapau there. went back to the car in approximately 20 mins. guess what..huhuhuhu..when i was about to open the car door, i realised it was actually shattered and broken once i open the door. i cried for mymy a few times, still she didn't realise what's happening. speechless.scared.the first thought-mama.the first one i try to call once i'm back to my sense - am.
me:am, boleh cakap..?
am:bole.tgh drive ni..
me:keta min kena pecah..
am:ha?betul? aduh..kat mana?
me:kat giant..kat tepi sup kaw tu.
am:aduh..am kat *** ni.
me:takpe, min call org lain...
am: min try call s*******
me:xpe..
am:ok ek..

hung up.

i called rizal..immediately he said he'll be here.

i don't know what to do. luckily nothing was taken. can't think a reason why.

10 mins later, rizal arrived. before that jimmy arrived dy. he and mymy- both trying to get the glasses of the seat. sorry guys, i can'teven think at that moment, leave alone to help u..
rizal helped to drive the car to police station,sit beside me while i was lodging the report, help me to drive back the car home. i can't bear to have a look at the car.it makes me so sad...:(so sad even when am said he was in **** i felt nothing.when i knew that place is so significant with him.

he called again when i was waiting for rizal,checking whether whoever i called has arrived..o c

and again when i was with rizal otw to ofis to check again.

don't know whether i should feel pleased or what..?

that's the summary of how i end up in the office rite now, listening to rascal flatts.