this could be the easiest way out..let go..could it be i'm the one who don't want to let all this go..?do i honestly think that things will go back to the way it used to be..?do i still have faith that my prayer will be answered. i believe that there are times in life when ur prayer will never be answered..simply because Allah knows better than you.He will not granted what you wish because He knows that what ever you wish for will not bring any good for you...(Sigh..)and being a human, sometimes we forgot to see that as a blessed..you're not going to get into trouble you see, you are being saved from all the hurts!!!why can't u see that..??!!!
i know i'll feel better once i let everything go..forget everything entirely..but can i let it go when i keep the birthday card next to me every night when i go to sleep..or when the light is still be the light that accompany my sleepless nite, or when i turn to the comforting words that i got,..even if those feasible elements are gone, vanished..can i let it go when all the memories is the one who put me into sleep every single nite now...why u have to be so weak min..and let this happen to you..couldn't u be more foolish than this..(sigh)
am, i'm very sorry..for every single things that i've done and said..for not looking in ur eyes when u talked to me, for not be able to say the words that can calm you down when you at your lowest point, for not making you happy when you are not, for hurting u when i was being so stubborn and only follow my heart said, for not thinking about u and only care about myself and what i feel..for not appreciating ALL that you have done..
am, min mintak maaf sangat...kalau ditakdirkan satu hari nanti am baca semua ni, tolong maafkan min.kerana terlalu pentingkan diri sendiri,kerana tak fikir pasal am..
the only thing that i want so badly now: i want things back to normal
would it be good for me..or not?
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