min groggily to the office today..

i felt very groggy, nauseous, and my head felt terribly heavy.

went home after a hard work last nite at 4. AA asked whether i would like to have supper as i've not been consuming any food since the day. i said ok and that take another one solid hour.

met am and stay for another hour purposely because i don't want fall asleep just yet as i know i need to wake up again at 6.15. so we stayed awake as long as our eyes can stand and finally i know he cannot tahan anymore and sort of 'paksa' me to go home. it's not 6 yet!!!if i went back, i'll find my dear bed straight away and snooze of immediately. but i guess he's pretty tired himself, so i drive very very slow to kill the remaining time. reached home at about 6. just about time. perform whatever i need to and felt asleep as soon as my head touch the sweet pillow.

whatever i'm feeling now is the result of what ever..what ever...what ever...

p/s: i still miss him. i really still miss him.