Monday, July 20, 2009

july :)

finally July came..and now is about to go.this year i'm more anticipated waiting for july 11th rather than july 14th. why..? i also dun know. maybe because i have more plan on July 11th, rather on July 14th..:) well, july 11th goes perfectly according to the plan. in fact even better. smtime it's true that you have to trust your instinct. the plan was i will ajak him out for dinner earlier, but then the actual is he wanted to go a little bit later which was at 11pm. Ting!! 1Point for me there..11pm = nearly midnite.:) the plan was i will only passed him the present when he was about leaving when he sent me home, but the actual i gave him when we were eating in the car. i don't expect him with that kind of reaction. my expectation was he would as per normal ego 'ly' pretend that the present is not so amusing. then he would act like nothing happen. but the actual, he was very excited to open the present, he opened right there and then, and like the present so much!!!! he straight away changed his old wallet to the one that i gave (btw, i gave him wallet :)) he said he liked it so much. wow that's a relieve. i took months to find what he will like.

this is the 3rd time i tried to finish writing this. the stupid lappy keep on getting hanged.urgh....!
anyway, i was about to tell about my stupid hope which i think was too much and too high. i only received 2 birthday wishes on the midnite. only 2!!! so sad sad. that just showed that all my frens are getting older and can't keep themselves awake on the midnite anymore*sigh :P . that 2 sms came from adeq and him :) we were supposed to meet up tat nite but then my parents were here in kl so i went to have dinner with them.
by the next morning only my phone was busy receiving birthday wishes and calls. well, as i'm gettung older myslef, i forgave them for the late notification. i knew that nite am was bz with work, so i did not expect much from him though he did promised for dinner earlier. and also i knew these few beloved colleague of mine planned a suppose to be surprise dinner for me. well, eventually it's not a surprised as my beloved boss purposely spoilt the fun by telling me the plan and to his defense he was doing it as he is concerned of me having 'hot date' that nite. :P
the 'surprised dinner went well and 'wild' towards the end..the

though next day is nothing to be shared with, at the least i did not planned anything on the day itself, so not much disappointment there though a scary tot did came to my mind.

had a good birthday myself. a few celebration this year. with beloved colleagues arranged for a supposed to be surprise birthday dinner, my beloved housemates taking all the effort to cook and decorate my room for another dinner, jess giving me a massage treat and a birthday lunch by the management team 3 days after july14th, i can say that i have a good birthday this year. so much better than the one i had last year.

only one small sad part...he didn't give me anything. he did asked what i want and give me a few option but i told him i'm not that type of people. i will take whatever people give me. maybe he forgot that last year he gave me 'rock' for my birthday and i loved it so much. :P so until now, he didn't give me anything and looking at the way it is, doesn't seem like he is going to get me anything. that is one of the sad part..nothing to see for me to remember and glanced if i miss him.somehow..